2021.10.16 04:39 farawaystarss Clear rejection from FP not enough to turn the stupid brain off!
TLDR: fp blocked me bc I kept revealing more of my true feelings after years, brain goes No that’s your soulmate. Trying to go no contact feels like a stab in my heart
To the point where I got blocked, I can’t have any interaction with them at all, I can’t ever see them again. I don’t even know how to begin to grieve this since it’s been built up for a long time for me.
The first time I thought the rejection would make it go away. But nope. I’m so sick of my head. I don’t want anyone else but my FP and it’s fucking stupid. We were basically more than strangers, less the real friends. I wanted to interact w them more this year - work on them with something.
But I hate my brain. I hate that I can’t even be friends w them now and have my secret little love for them.
I’ve done logical journals everyday before the last breakdown of it all: they have rejected you, they said they are IN LOVE w someone else, they DONT know you that well, you DONT know them that well, you can feel this and move on. Yet I put down my stupid pen and paper and nothing changes in my heart.
Thinking about trying to move on makes me feel really fucking low. That’s the answer I know. No creeping. No contact. No drowning myself in everything that makes me think of them.
I just don’t want it. Convinced they are my soulmate. Probably need to journal more. I can’t stop thinking about them still. My brain believes this person is meant to be my soulmate. Don’t have a therapist right now. Great!
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2021.10.16 04:39 DaedraPrinceEzekiel Reporting u/pinkyypig for attempting to scam my friend.
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2021.10.16 04:39 MegaMan-1989 Peach/Daisy players can’t live without spamming down air
2021.10.16 04:39 CumTownPDTier1Sniper Classic oldschoolcool look. Why cant men dress anymore?
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2021.10.16 04:39 RTK9 [Selling][USA] Yu Kurosaki Shizuku R2 240mm Gyuto
Here again because medical bills and expenses are a bish and a half.
Selling the Yu Kurosaki Knife, other knife in the imgur link is not available any more
2021.10.16 04:39 Shining_Gyarados MoonRocket 🌕 | 10k Low Mcap 🚀 | Dev Team Active in TG👨💻 | BUSD Reflections 💸 | Long Term Plans ✅ | Influencers and Big Advertisements Coming Up 👀
2021.10.16 04:39 n4bb Infinitely swiped right
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2021.10.16 04:39 kindaiwantoaskyou Dudes, has a girl ever hit you in the balls? If so, why?
2021.10.16 04:39 Scary_Care516 Does xans affect spicy food?
Just wondering if Xanax affects Spicy food. I saw a video of psychedsubstance doing a xan vs phenibut. In the video he covered his mouth with hot sauce and said he couldn’t feel it. I haven’t found anything on good to completely back this up? Is spice affected on Xanax?
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2021.10.16 04:39 purple__killer Five nights at emos
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2021.10.16 04:39 deafultadmin222 What information is impossible for you to retain?
2021.10.16 04:39 No_Interaction4027 1914
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2021.10.16 04:39 Yenrou Let's go GME!
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2021.10.16 04:39 Oofatron69420 Try me. I SHALL NOT GO PAST 0%
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2021.10.16 04:39 okaylucia where is this from?
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2021.10.16 04:39 diabolical_cunt NSW to spend big on social housing as state records 319 COVID-19 cases and two deaths
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2021.10.16 04:39 RandomName859 MF speed strategy card isn't activating all of my players. Help?
Between the solos and a set, I have 4 starting defensive MF 90 players in my lineup. I see Vander Esch getting his mf speed strategy speed boost, why isn't it working on Rhodes, DT Allen or FS Chin?
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2021.10.16 04:39 jenitoro The power of rinnegan
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2021.10.16 04:39 quacksaim Account permanently disabled....after being a customer for 18 years.
I've never had a problem with my account, in the 18 or more years that I've been a user. I've never had a chargeback, and filed a dispute 1 time that I can remember in the past.
Last month, I was having trouble with a seller, and communication with the seller did not resolve the issue. There were several charges from the seller all based off of one issue, but they came out as different transactions. Because the seller would not respond to my request to reverse the charges, I filed disputes with PayPal for each of these transactions (more than 10 total). I wrote a letter to PayPal for each dispute along with supporting documents. I also called them and talked to someone who suggested I file my dispute under a different category, as that might be more helpful. After several days of back and forth with PP, where they'd ask for more information, and I would supply it, they denied all of my disputes--and to top it off, permanently disabled my account for "abuse". Talk about being kicked while you're down.
I called PayPal again, and explained my situation to a support person. I explained why I filed so many disputes, how it was all based off of one single issue that the seller wouldn't resolve. I pointed out that I'd been a grade A user for the last 18 or so years. He said he would pass all of it along and also recommended that I upload any other supporting info.
It's been a week and I've heard nothing. I also emailed [firstname.lastname@example.org](mailto:email@example.com) a few days ago. Nothing.
I've been scrolling through here, trying to find someone else who has been in my shoes and had their account successfully restored. Any input....thank you.
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2021.10.16 04:39 RVFullTime Economists to Cattle Ranchers: Stop Being So Emotional About the Monopolies Devouring Your Family Businesses
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2021.10.16 04:39 Jerry-Cry Pokemon TCG online
Hello, i just opened a Celebrations ETB and i got codes ill never use and the last person i use to give them to doesn’t play anymore :/ i just wanna give them away because Ik someone would like them.
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2021.10.16 04:39 HarvesternC It's annoying how few Color Rush Jersey options there are and no custom option either.
2021.10.16 04:39 PMThongs Everyone knows that macgyver is the most badass guy in history. Who in your opinion is the 2nd most badass guy in history?
2021.10.16 04:39 tripcity707 Need some help, can’t identify this pink stone with streaks of what looks like quartzite
2021.10.16 04:39 nintendo64lad Last China Empress went crazy in the end? | Wanrong
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